Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Jullie zijn mijn Hemel

To Sophie and Esmée


It's been a while now, almost 5 years, actually - and I can finally say it out loud. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I left and I never came back. I'm sorry I didn't call or write.

I still love you, you know. Not a single day passes by without me thinking about you. Trying to imagine how you look, how much you've grown up. I wonder how many languages you speak, now - you've always been good with languages.

I miss you. I miss you so much. Your laugh. Your crying. Your tiny hands around me. It hurts so much, not being to see you, to hug you, to talk to you. It's killing me.

I still love you, you know. And I won't stop missing you.

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